Monday, July 11, 2011
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
Friday, July 1, 2011
I wish this feeling would leave me
My throat clenches up. I can't breathe, I shake. I try not to cry. Try not to think of how we all left you behind. And you felt so alone that you did something about it. I don't know why I didn't ask you if you were okay. You knew we were all clean.
I will never forget the adventures we had. They were crazy, dangerous, the best times I had ever had in my life. I'm really sorry I wasn't a better friend to you. I always felt like I could be myself. Like I was worth something...no matter what people said. You told me I looked beautiful when my teeth were missing, who does that? No one.. You gave me my favorite thing ever, laughter, we were always laughing. We were always pushing the line, seeing how far we could go...how long it would be before we got in trouble. You taught me how to feel free. I always wanted the peace you had, when you had it.
Someday we will meet again and smoke a bowl and Ill ask you how your adventure was while I was away.
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