Thursday, September 15, 2011

Score


Never keep it, Doesn't matter. Everyone has their own scores in their head. It's our nature.

The last few days have felt very weird to me. Almost like a calm before something big happens, but that could just be me worrying for no reason. My world almost fell apart this weekend, so maybe it's that. I'm currently looking forward to seeing Ladytron! That is going to be amazing. I get this lingering feeling that I am not doing everything I can, even though I am so dam tired. I need to rest assured. And be Honest with myself.

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Start Stop Continue


START

Painting again
Reading
Playing basketball
Seeing my friends
Taking a day to myself

STOP

Smoking
Worrying
Stressing
Being defensive
Wondering if something is wrong

CONTINUE

Working out and trying to lose weight
To be open to changes I need to make myself better
To fix my medical needs
To be young at heart
Loving music
Not caring what people think of my journey, it's Mine