Dog Days Are Over

Happiness / hit her / like a train on a tra-ck 
Coming towards her / stuck still / no turning ba-ck 
She hid around corners / and she hid under beds / 
She killed it with kisses and from it she fl-ed / 
With e-very bubble she sank with a drink / 
And wa-shed it away down the kitchen sink. 

The dog days are over 
The dog days are done 
The horses are comin' so you better run 

Run fast for your mother; run fast for your father / 
Run for your children all your sisters and brothers / 
Leave all your love and your longing behind. 
You can't carry it with you / if you want to survive 

The dog days are ove-r / 
The dog days are do~ne / 
Can you hear the horse-s/ 
'Cos here they come 

And I- never wanted / 
anything from yo-u / 
Except / 
e-verything / you had 
And / what was left after that too / Oh! 

Happiness / hit her / like a bullet in the ba-ck 
Struck from /a great height 


By someone /who should have known be-tte-r / than tha-t

The dog days are ove-r /
The dog days are do~ne /
Can you hear the horses /
'Cos here they co-me

Run fast for your mother / run fast for your father
Run for your children all your sisters and brothers
Leave all your love and your longing behind
You can't carry it with you / if you want to survive

The dog days are ove-r /
The dog days are do~ne /
Can you hear the horse-s/
'Cos here they co-me/

The dog days are ove-r /
The dog days are do~ne /
The horse-s are co-min'
So you'd better ru-n /

The dog days and over-r /
The dog days are do~ne /
The horse-s are co-mi -n' /
So you'd better ru--n

Sometimes It's Awesome

75 % of the way

Everything I need/want seems to moving along, slowly that is. It's a domino affect I'm waiting for. Once I pay this, I can do this. Once we have this, then we can do that. And so on and so forth. Just so tired of working and working and working. On top of having absolutely no sanctuary, no peace of mind. I can't sleep, and when I do it feels like I only slept for a couple hours. This environment seems to have put a halt on my relationship. I keep hoping that maybe things will be different, maybe they will change. The distance grows, and there seems to be nothing stopping it. But enough of that.

Really April is my big month. I will finally get some serious debt payed off and finally have more options. All of this reminds me of how much I hate starting over, and how many times I have had to, and how I don't want to anymore.

This Is Me