My Storm

I hate feeling so nervous about everything. Work, My Family, My relationships, My Career, Myself.  The past few days have been nothing but cleaning, painting, cooking, and taking care of kittens. Tired, but I feel so relieved to have the house at least half way done. Everything looks great in the living room. Some annoyances, left furniture, and its not just the stuff my mom left, my brother, and my friend too. I would really like to just toss it in the dumpster, honestly, I don't care where this shit goes. But it's going on a week now.  >.>   Stupid stuff, I know. Feeling restless with work, Trying to keep him up and holding on. He wants to move out of state now. I wish there was something more I could do, but I can't it's his career, not mine. Desperately hoping my efforts are not in vain. Feeling overwhelmed, a tiny bit lost, and tired. Silly though, always silly, looking for something to laugh at. Funny, right as I was typing that my cat London comes and attacks my toes. Thank god for kittens.

I know these times are just part of growing, and I'm grateful for the love in my life that i have right now.

Alright

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Favorite Quotes

"Despite everything, I believe that people are really good at heart."- Anne Frank

"I love people who make me laugh. I honestly think it's the thing I like most, to laugh. It cures a multitude of ills. It's probably the most important thing in a person." — Audrey Hepburn


“Imagination is more important than knowledge. For knowledge is limited to all we now know and understand, while imagination embraces the entire world, and all there ever will be to know and understand.”
-Albert Einstein

A man should look for what is, and not for what he thinks should be.
-Albert Einstein


“I think a hero is an ordinary individual who finds strength to persevere and endure in spite of overwhelming obstacles.” — Christopher Reeve

The greatest ignorance is to reject something you know nothing about

From Here On Out

I will keep better track.