something real

It feels as if I had a really bad nap during my weekend. I was very agitated most of it and couldn't get things done the way I wanted/when I wanted to. Best thing about this weekend was sushi on Saturday night. At the lovely Zen Sushi (my favorite place). It's like my modern day cheers. They know me and always say hi, we even have our own set of chopsticks there. #26

I guess what bothers me is constantly flexing around everything and everyone. And not really feeling as if that is done for me. Don't get me wrong, he does work around me...when I through a fit that is. I want something real and normal and I guess being around his family so much has just pushed me to the deep end of tolerance with them interfering in our lives as if we were teenagers. Planning our trip, hounding for details, etc, etc. All while putting us in the middle of his mom and grandma. Whom BOTH want to plan their trips around us....Its exhausting.

Current goals, Keep to weight watchers, exercise, kick ass at work. Wishing everyday I could wake up to a new life.... I know it's out there...