Press on Nails

Completely consumed in myself. Perhaps this paranoia about people and what they think of me has mattered lately. Maybe cause I have time to stop and think about it. And now that I have stopped to think about it. I realize that I destroyed every single relationship to give them 100% of my life and heart. And being cast away so abruptly. I see everything I have been missing. I see everything I had left behind, forgotten about, stopped touching. I'm being forgotten and I am not missed. I guess I just wish I knew how to get over that.